Tired

 Was a distracted weirded day.

Phone conked off. Got it repaired. I have to meet a friend for dinner tonight but I have a knot in my stomach.

I don't know. I feel as if I am losing confidence in many things. Really just want to remain in my flat and not meet anyone or do anything. I feel the need to conserve all kinds of energy - monetary, mental, physical, and emotional.

Something is happening inside of me. I don't know what but I really don't want to be around people anymore.