Blunk

 Well, I managed to cope today. It's still hard but I had a few good moments. Cook had made aaloo parathas and she had grated some potatoes along with the mash (which is the traditional stuffing). It was a really good twist. Added some body to the parathas. 

I have a long, long way to go...to even understand what I am going through, why, and how do I put it behind me once and for all. But I don't know. Feeling really lost. But I did manage to sit through a few calls, read a couple of pages of the Gita (when I didn't feel like), and completed something on time. 

Not too much done. But not too shabby either. 

Let's see what the rest of the night brings.