Days 70 and 71 of 108

 It has been a couple of days of sorts. I had an interesting session learning about family constellations, etc. There is something that is bothering me very deeply. And it is a very strange kind of bother. But no matter. It will solve itself when it does. I have to say that some meditations focusing on my nervous system have really helped in the past.

What happens when a population becomes so lazy with their word? They commit to something basic and routine and don't stack up. It's the norm. In fact if you do - if you actually do honor your commitments, then you are the inconvenience. Lately I have been wondering about living and working in India a lot - it really does seem that if you know how to do your job and are willing to do the job, then things will be very tough for you. You need to lean into some dishonesty to proceed. 

I had this strange and weird story about a cruelty story. I will maybe write about this later.

Here are all the things I am grateful for:

1. Papa is well. We had some water leakage in Vashi, and then Papa got a carpenter to take care of it. I suppose the driver is helpful in these matters. 

2. Went to the gym for a really short while.

3. Finished some work on time.

4. Had a good session.

5. Have a home, water, electricity, food. Managed to get a massage. Life is good.