This is a black kite and it comes to the railing every day. I wonder what it wants. I get a little scared of leaving the window open because it is a predatory bird but let's see. I will try to summon up the courage to leave something by the window ledge or something.
I saw it really close today. It is so gorgeous! Can you imagine that I saw it in Bandra? It is so surreal to imagine that we share this space with such different, beautiful creatures. Yes, it's easy to ignore these mundane miracles when you spot a dog, cat, cow, pigeon, crow, etc. But you hear a koyal, you see a kite - and just suddenly, the quiet sudden awe - that we share space with THIS!
I have been feeling very strange and scattered and distracted and really low on focus. I think something is up with my brain and I am not quite sure what to do. It's like the body and mind are slowly dismantling and dissolving. I feel it's a good thing because beyond this is something true maybe.
Here are all the things I am grateful for:
1. Papa is well. He sounded good when I spoke to him.
2. Updated my resume. That is always such a work of drudgery but I did it.
3. Did not spend anything today.
4. Had a nice nap.
5. Saw the black kite.
6. Have a safe, sweet home.
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