Life is just an endless parade of sunrises and setting moons. Anyway I really want to get done with this post. I didn't want to blog today. Really angry about something but I did take one step towards a goal. It's a small step. But that's all I am capable of today.
Here are the things I am grateful for:
1. Papa is well.
2. I have a house. I can't say how much longer I will have this. In the novel I am reading now, the protagonist had to leave her house in the middle of the night because of some strange events. If something like this happens, I wonder where I would go. For a long time now, I have wondered what I would do if I were homeless. My father's side of the family had antecedents in Bangladesh and many of them had to leave behind a lot of stuff or their properties were taken over due to war and riots. I wonder if generational trauma, like a recessive gene, starts acting up at some point. I had to leave Delhi and Noida suddenly because of certain domestic issues too. So there is definitely something about 'refugee' trauma that I am carrying. But it's okay. As the stoics said...The obstacle is the way. This is perhaps going to lead me to some answers.
3. Worked out today. Also went for a walk.
4. Really enjoyed a new packet of Korean instant ramens. I added a heap of soya to it too.
5. Really enjoying my book.
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