Monday, May 04, 2026

Day 47 of 108

 Well, we got through the day. I missed a lot of things and stuff did not go as per plan. But I am allowing myself to be a tad lazy and all over the place. Expenses have been a touch too much but I have the resources at the moment. I really liked the outfit I wore today...a red and blue checked dhoti pants and a Kermit frog-green linen shirt with scalloped edges. Yay! 

I thought I would treat myself to a coffee and sandwich at Love and Latte in Versova. It is really not worth the money. I think I will stick to Barista on Yari Road now. But I love Versova! So bright and cheery and buzzing!

Here are all the things I am grateful for:

1. Papa is well. I had a stern conversation with him. He is well. As usual he told me that I am over-reacting to things. But I held my ground. I recognise that at this moment I have a dysregulated nervous system and I seem to process certain situations as dangerous whereas it may not be the case. But if I have to change it, I have to acknowledge it. And I am grateful that I had the clarity and the spine to do that today. And I could do that because Papa is healthy. 

2. Rearranged my cupboard today and identified a few things to give off to my cleaning lady's daughter in law.

3. Got ricks to and from Versova.

4. Got into a wrong bus and went to the station. I thought it was the bus for Versova. The bus ride was so happy and nice. I am glad that I was not traveling with anyone. No guilt about making mistakes.

5. Cook made tasty khichdi. 

6. Enjoyed the book club discussion. 

7. Someone from the club sent me some music to listen to after I asked for recommendations. The ready generosity of people when you least expect it makes life a touch sweeter.

8. Pink flowers. I bought pink and light peach carnations. Love them! 

9. Enjoyed the cup of fresh mangoes with vanilla ice-cream at Sancha's. 




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Day 47 of 108

 Well, we got through the day. I missed a lot of things and stuff did not go as per plan. But I am allowing myself to be a tad lazy and all ...