Sunday, May 03, 2026

Day 46 of 108

I am really losing it now. Why are people so dismissive and unwilling to take any accountability for their actions? It is very easy to go carping on people who lose their temper. But the fact remains that nothing gets done until you blow your lid and sometimes not even then. I wish I could curse people into oblivion. 

So much dishonesty. I don't want to continue with this stupid blog. There is nothing to be grateful for. Got a call from a friend who just has to give a lot of advice. It is infuriating. 

There is no God. It's all a dumb hoax. 

But okay...I am still stubborn about not breaking this yet. So here are all the things I am grateful for today:

1. Papa is well. I am very very angry with him. But he is unaffected by it all and he is well. 

2. I went for a horror play called Ankahi. It is an adaptation of a story, "Woman in Black". I quite liked it. Had gone with a friend and he didn't like it so much. I hate going with people who don't share my interests. And he was exhaling loudly and all that to indicate his boredom. I am grateful that I didn't strangle him.

3. Had pani puri. Only joy in my life. 

4. Cook is on leave so the cleaning lady made some really yummy soya fry and khichdi.

5. Managed a short workout. 

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Day 46 of 108

I am really losing it now. Why are people so dismissive and unwilling to take any accountability for their actions? It is very easy to go ca...