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 I took a break from working out today. Did not wake up in the morning, but did go to the gym later. I am feeling a little uninspired lately. Don't really feel like doing much. But I did finish a book and started another one. Wrote about a play I went to. Had a couple of conversations.

This daily journal is feeling like a weight around my neck now. I don't feel like doing this anymore. But because I am in the middle of a countdown, sometimes, I feel that I should just complete this cycle. Then some other times I feel why should I continue if I don;t feel like it.

But the fact remains that no matter how heavy the heart feels or how tedious the times get, there is always more than enough to carry and support us through the day. So here are all the things that I am grateful for:

1. Papa is well. He sounded happy, cheerful and strong. And that's what I want.

2. I liked the way the cook had made trice today - all gooey and soft.

3. Worked out a little today.

4. Finished a book. It really feels as if I have reclaimed my mind and focus somewhat.

5. Am so so grateful for having a home, running water, clothes to wear, and electricity. Really really grateful.