It was a hard day today. Roamed around a lot in the sun. Papa was away, and I was not able to contact him for a long time. Cook was upset as well. I was so tired but was getting ready to go to Vashi to go look for him. Took a few minutes to just pray for the strength to tackle the worst in case I should come across such a situation. But thankfully, he called me, and it was all okay.
I feel I should suspend my blog for some time now. Today, maybe the emotional roller-coaster and just the heft of the day were so high - that I want to soothe myself and just give myself a break.
As predicted yesterday, I lapsed into one of my old habits and did something that I would regret. Actually, I don't regret. It was a deep in-built pattern of me wanting to do something to please somebody, and I did that. I see the pattern now. And from this point on, I will make the effort to break it. It will happen.
Here are all the things that I am grateful for:
1. Papa reached home and is safe. Thankfully.
2. I went to the gym in the morning and worked out well. A full 40 minutes.
3. Met a friend and we went to courier my office laptop. It was sweet of him to wait around.
4. Was very very tired. I am counting this as something to be grateful for because it means that I have lived.
5. Posted a cute gif advertising my wares on LinkedIn. Happy with what I have done.
6. Went to Juhu beach.
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