Thursday, April 23, 2026

Day 36 of 108

I am feeling scared and scattered today. The case of the rape website - that has been on my NewsFeed. Feeling really nauseous. Overate today. Quite a bit. It was stress. 

I think I really need to take time off from work to examine my internal world more closely. More than what I am doing even now. With more detachment. Otherwise I will unravel. 

Still, we get on by getting on.

Here are all the things I am grateful for:

1. Papa is well. I didn't speak with him today. But no serious, urgent call from home. So I think that is okay. 

2. Went to the gym today. The AC in my building gym is not working so I worked out in the heat. Just as well. Felt like a workout proper.

3. Had a work meeting. It was quick and painless. 

4. Had a nice breakfast at Boojee today. 

5. Had an interesting walk up Pali Hill. I stopped to click some really pretty flowers. I didn't realise but a street dog was standing behind me. I knocked over him a little bit and yelped in fright. The doggy just moved away. His eyes were so calm and loving. So sweet he was. God bless him/ her. 

6. Really really grateful that I am safe. 










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Day 36 of 108

I am feeling scared and scattered today. The case of the rape website - that has been on my NewsFeed. Feeling really nauseous. Overate today...