Today was a hard day. Really low on energy. I don't know why I got so tired and just really listless. I woke up to a slight cramp. And I had my period. Just like that teara roll down my eyes. Honestly it was soothing and surreal to just watch myself. So much of emotions is just biology. The heart is not as involved as I might have thought. Hmm. You live and learn.
Here are a few things I am grateful for:
1. Papa is well. Did not speak with him tonight and he didn't pick up the phone now. But mausi said he is sleeping.
2. I got through the day. Really that can be the best thing to do said about it. It occurs to me that I wake up with so much confidence that I will live through the day. Even if I am sad and desolate, I still know that I will not die today. And I did not. I mean we still have 30 minutes before the day is over. But I still know that I will make it. Let's see about this tomorrow.
3. Managed a workout today.
4. Am safe.
5. Had water and electricity.
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