I have no real memory of what happened It has been meetings since morning and some weird and strange things have happened. And are happening.
So here we go. These are all the things I am grateful for:
1. Papa is well.
2. I am safe.
3. Met someone I had gone out with last night. It was strange. I felt like I was a stranger...watching someone's smile that had meant so much to me a while ago. It's odd how quickly one forgets the pain that one has undergone...and the lengths to which one can go to avoid it...or succumb to it. Much the same thing. Anyway, a conversation was had. Coffees were had. Surface level updates were exchanged. And goodbyes were said. I felt the way I feel when I see non-veg nowadays...there was deep love and strong affection for that time. And I gave it up. Because it got too heavy for my system. Sure, I have started enjoying vegetables and all. And I will not go back to eating meat...but a good platter of fish fry or mutton curry...and I remember very fondly...the person I was. The happiness I 'd felt. The life I'd lived.
4. Had tasty aaloo bhaji.
5. Had electricity.
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