I think once my job is done by the end of the week, I will take two months off to write. Will keep my phone off. I realise I am spending way too much time here.
I had a realisation today. I felt that we are already a storehouse of everything that we will ever feel in this life. And those feelings pass the same way the hours of a day pass on. So passage of time is simultaneously an existential concept as it is a bona fide temporal one. The passage of time lives inside our bodies. And they occupy the same space. Just as dawn and dusk of a Tuesday are inherent in the Tuesday when it begins. So the instances when I feel resentful or hopeful or happy or sodden with grief - it's the same source...a heart that beats. How can it be wrong?
Here are all the things I am grateful for:
1. Papa is well. He sounded energetic in the morning.
2. Ordered a really large Margerita gourmet pizza today. To hell with anyone telling me that I should not be eating it! Hundo's. It was very nice.
3. Went to the gym for a really short while. To hell with anyone telling me that I should spend more time there. I know what it took to get there. So that's that.
4. Had a good cup of tea.
5. Have water and electricity. There's money in the bank. I have ordered lots of books. Also I already have a lot of books. Grateful for that.
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