Here are all the things I am grateful for:
1. Papa is well. He is so content to be in Vashi. I did feel a little sad that he is not with me. But he was looking so sweet in his white t-shirt and shorts and chatting with the caretaker. So, there is that. He looked so cute sleeping on his bed with the mosquito net and all. Well... sometimes just seeing him at peace is worth whatever churn I am going through.
2. Had really tasty food at home today.
3. Am safe
4. Fit into my jeans after ages. 3.5 years.
5. Went on a bike ride with V. It was so, so lovely! Was meeting him after ages. And his bike is a little fancy for me to get on. But it was lovely! He treated me to veg cheese sandwich, lenon soda and watermelon juice! I love sudden impromptu plans like this! We sat at Cafe Seasude on Bandstand! I loved it! There was one part where we were coming through Pali Hill. The trees were gorgeous and filled with pink flowers...and beyond that the sky was blue. Some leaves of a badam tree (I think) had turned a ludh green! That moment was so perfect!
Life is really feeling so hard at times...with this knot of anxiety surfacing all the time...that moments like these...and seeing my father at peace...these just function as memories that someone up there was blessing you.
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