Okay, so a lot going on and things are too much. And never ending.
Anyway, I just woke up from a nap. Want to make myself a cup of tea, change, and just center myself. How much living happens in a day? There is a lot about the nervous system that is just waiting to accost me. Then there is the Christmas shopping to get through. It is overwhelming now. When does it end?
Running a house is a full time job. Running two houses is even crazier. Anyway, it is what it is. At least one remains grateful for what one has.
So here are all the things that I am grateful for:
1. Papa is well.
2. Had a good conversation with him. Sometimes I ask about a really tough time that we had been through as a family. There have been lots of tough times. There will be several in the future as well. But I asked him today what life lesson he had learned through that rough time. He said that you can't outrun destiny. Many times, I get exasperated by my father. But he is so calm. And he really has been through a lot. Maybe it is true. That what is fated will happen.
3. Some other disturbing news came to light. I am listing this as one of the things I am grateful for because I feel that true evolution is moving beyond good and bad and truly embracing everything that comes your way. Like it is best for you. I am not there yet. But this a step in that direction.
4. Passed through Hill Road today. So cheery it looked.
5. Had good lunch.
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