Something has happened and I am not going to feel overwhelmed. Second last day of the second last month and shit has to go down. Well. If shit does have to go down, it doesn't exactly look for date and time. Falling back on the lessons that I had learned a long time ago, when things are rough, important to say thanks for all that you still have. This helps move things along and keep you in the game.
1. Papa is well. He had friends over and had a good time.
2. Managed to make it to the Kali temple today. I was oddly resistant to going to the temple. Was greatly upset. Even resentful. Still made it. After a while, I think one can only pray for strength and courage to see things through.
3. The cook and cleaning lady quit today. That was quite upsetting. And now that I will have guests and I have to work on drumming up business, etc., it feels like too overwhelming. But I am still grateful...this is something that I want to create in me and carry with me throughout...that even the painful, rough, inconvenient parts still deserve thanks.
4. There was food, water, electricity, and wi-fi.
5. Had safe rides to and from Vashi.
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