I started reaching out to people tentatively for work today. Looks like it will be a long wait. Or there will be some wait. Future is uncertain but that's okay. That is what I had imagined the rest of this year will be like. A friend and I made plans to catch up this Friday night. So that seems good. It is Halloween after all. It would be good to chat up and see what kinds of worlds we can conjure up that day. If she is feeling up to it, maybe we can go out post dinner for a coffee to Magnolia.
At this point in my life, I think it is quite appropriate for me to get a shipload of money - because now I am wise and I know that it money is important but not everything. I know that people are important but not everything. I know that a lot of what we experience - in fact, all of what we experience, is so subjective that it is strange and absurd that we talk to each other about things as if it is real. I know that pain, though fleeting, can be strong. And smiles, though transient, can outlast time. I feel I am wise and can handle tremendous wealth now.
Managed to go to the gym today. I didn't feel like it but still managed. Had a good, chatty time.
What else? Lapsed in a couple of resolutions a bit. I hate it. But it's over.
I didn't post it last night. Woke up late today. Afternoon already.
Anyway, we will get on with it now.
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