Not good days. Feeling sad and heart feels heavy. Ironically now I am finding it slightly easier to identify all the smaller moments in the day that led up to this penultimate or ultimate point of blue. I think working out is definitely helping...not just in feeling happier (because that is not the case today) but in assisting the investigation of strange weird sadness.
Still, one can and will find things to be grateful for. Here's my list:
1. Papa is well.
2. I cooked today and it was good. The cleaning lady had taken leave. I think next month on, I will cook something every week.
3. Wasn't feeling like it but went to the gym and did a full workout.
4. An uncle in my building completed 96 years. We celebrated his birthday today and it was lovely. We got cake, chips, dhokla, aaloo wada, and bun. Yummy. Their family also gave a goody bag with chivda, stationery, etc. in it. The bag is really pretty. It's a gorgeous yellow satin bag with Krishna's fingers playing the flute.
5. I have a sweet, cozy home.
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