Things are really weird today. Went to the big gym today and I think I pushed myself a fair bit, so it is okay.
i want to write about something but I am not sure how to write it. Will not belabor the point. I am suddenly very deeply interested in Ganpati today. A burning interest, not the sweet happy interest I have had forgotten this deity for so long. I find this symbolism of Ganpati beautiful - that it's wisdom that removes obstacles. Not strength. And then it is wisdom that is deeply strong.
Suddenly heart feels full. Here are all the things I am grateful for:
1. Papa is well.
2. I have my home. A friend told me to sell this place and I told him not now. But my inside screamed Never. I wonder if it is connected - this interest in Ganpati and this occurrence to leave my house.
3. Heart feels heavy. Grateful because at least it beats and it feels.
4. Had good tofu sautee today.
5. Had wi-fi and electricity.
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