Not a good day today. Feeling very anxious and upset today. These emotions come in waves. I just want to understand how things will move going forward. Actually it's not even understand what will happen - just get a sense of when it will stop happening.
How much of life keeps happening in loop. There was a line about searching for a Guru that someone had once told me...that you should look for a Guru the way a man whose head is on fire looks for water.
I am not exactly looking for a Guru but I definitely think I need to steadily chart out a path for liberation and stick to it. It's getting increasingly clear now how pointless and meaningless it all is.
The pictures below are from Bandstand yesterday. The ocean is a gorgeous thing. Even in the churn of captive waves, there's a roar of freedom.
Note to self: Spend more times there.
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