There was a major delivery today which happened. That's a great feeling when you pull through despite all odds.
Then got a call from Papa. My stomach got tied in knots somewhat. It would be good if I had so much peace in my heart that I could envelope his world completely and make him a Happy tree house in a gorgeous Red Wood Tree.
Sometimes I think I will not die but turn into a bird and fly away somewhere.
Anyway, it was late night and I walked up Pali Hill in the rain. The night shimmered like a wave of sequins. The sight of rain falling like crystal needles against a lamplight stuns you a little bit. For a brief second, everything is a little tune...of a hymn. My heart just fills up. Sometimes it's weird just how much love can emerge at one moment when you recognise the perfection of it all - the rain, the wind, the road, the solitude, the memory, the hope, the eternity of yesterday and the neverness of now.
It's like what Tennessee Williams said in 'A Streetcar named Desire'... Sometimes there is God so quickly.
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