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Today was a tough day. Looks like it will be a series of tough ones. I think one way to avoid burnout is to avoid passing it on to someone else. So burn out is prevented by skilling up.

Anyway, things are tight now and it looks as if the requirement for crazy, heavy-duty focus is going to be tight. 

Anyway, what else? Have decided to let go of my cook. It's time. Her priorities have changed whether she knows it or not. In fact she doesn't know it. 

I have been thinking about how much we change when we are sticking on to something. That's when the lack of self-awareness really bogs you down.

A book club is also such a space where do much high-handedness happens. This is what I have been studying in my Vedanta classes - how do you stop the inner rot that parades in the form of self-righteousness? 

Worked out today. Not too much or too hard. But still, it was the best thing to do today. 

I want to start on another endeavour as a personal experiment and see how it goes. I had barely started it yesterday but missed it today. Need to buckle down and do it for a month without missing. That feels good - a goal.

Anyway, will get changed, make chai, and maybe work some more so it will be an easier morning.