Tuesday, January 28, 2025

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 This story has been bothering me a lot. So I will get this out and then try to calm myself down. On Instagram, a girl said she had hooked up with a guy. He asked her to give him a b**j**b. She did. After the deed, she wanted water but he didn't give her. He asked her to leave. This was a date, not an encounter with a prostitute. Even if it were...to not give water. To NOT GIVE WATER. 

What has happened? Low self-esteem is now I think playing out at dangerous levels. 

Anyway, it is a lot to process and my heart is heavy. But let's list what all things we are grateful for:

1. Papa is well.

2. Papa's cook and her daughter and friend had come home to see me.

3. A business call went well.

4. I identified a deeply painful emotion. I am very very thankful for that. I just have to undersand how to proceed with this.

5. It is not easy. But I got through.



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