This story has been bothering me a lot. So I will get this out and then try to calm myself down. On Instagram, a girl said she had hooked up with a guy. He asked her to give him a b**j**b. She did. After the deed, she wanted water but he didn't give her. He asked her to leave. This was a date, not an encounter with a prostitute. Even if it were...to not give water. To NOT GIVE WATER.
What has happened? Low self-esteem is now I think playing out at dangerous levels.
Anyway, it is a lot to process and my heart is heavy. But let's list what all things we are grateful for:
1. Papa is well.
2. Papa's cook and her daughter and friend had come home to see me.
3. A business call went well.
4. I identified a deeply painful emotion. I am very very thankful for that. I just have to undersand how to proceed with this.
5. It is not easy. But I got through.
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