Friday, January 31, 2025

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 Today I have been having some very angry thoughts. But it did lead to a good workout so I suppose something good came out of that. Anyway, I was typing all this the next day so that anger had ebbed but now I am angry again. Where is this endless reservoir of temper? I must say - it is impressive. Will-power wilts, creativity tires out, kindness wanes, affection dwindles - but the intensity of anger remains. It swells up and flashes and swirls on the ready. In fact, now it is something I have come to count on. 

Still here are a few things that despite my temper, I will put down. All the things that I am grateful for:

1. Papa is well. I spoke to him.

2. After a lot of back-breaking labour, I finished one part of the work.

3. Managed to do a full workout after ages.

4. Was very hungry and was really craving hot chocolate. So ordered from Magnolia Bakery. That was awesome.

5. Was safe.

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