Saturday, January 04, 2025

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 I am exhausted. Was weak-willed today and had a large box of kaju katli. But did work out for an hour. I mean, I don't want to get militant about what I eat and what I don't. But last couple of days it feels as if I am feeding a hungry ghost inside me. That's the test. That's the temptation I need to overcome this year. And I will. So help me God.

Anyway, here are all the things I am grateful for today:

1. Papa is well. I spoke to him and he sounded happy. His voice is really the sweetest in the world.

2. I really lost my temper with a cleaning boy. Uncouth. Things didnt get out of hand. So that is good. I realised that when I have a bad mood, no sleep, etc. I eat a lot. So another thing to be grateful for is this - precious insight.

3. Wrote a video today. I love storyboarding. It is precious. I love it and in this assignment I don't get to do it much. But today as circumstances panned out, I got the chance. Very grateful for that.

4. Have food, water, electricity and a roof over my head. I am so grateful. Sometimes I wonder where I would go if I was homeless.

5. I have enough clothes. 

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