Today is Papa's birthday. He is in Vashi and according to a video that my brother sent, in good spirits. I have to complete a few assignments within a month. So I have decided to not leave home unless it's an emergency. I had to go get my father a gift but some unscheduled calls came up and I stayed back. Spoke to V after a long time.
Didn't get everything done today. Will get up early tomorrow morning to work.
Today I missed Mummy a lot. It was fresh grief as if I had lost her just an hour ago. I didn't realise that I looked miserable until my cook pointed out that I looked hollowed out. And she got me a jam sandwich and a cutlet. It was sweet of her.
Anyway, that bout of excruciating missing came and went for a few hours and now it is gone. I am very tired. But I treated myself to two salads from Subway. I don't usually like salads but I love the Subway salads.
Have been nursing a large cup of black coffee that has gone cold. Will warm it up and call it a night. I feel like I went through a lot today. Feeling emotionally and physically exhausted.
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