Wednesday, February 25, 2026

Day 86 of 108

Flight, fright, freeze...and now, I am in freeze mode. It is so hard to summon peace. There's really so much going on around us. When I go out in the morning, I feel the sense of war and some kind of tired wrath around. It is sick and painful. Still, one must plod on and I am grateful for the opportunity to just show up...if nothing ese other than to see how things continue. 

Anyway, here are all the things I am grateful for:

1. Papa is well. His lower back is hurting and he is forgetting things. But we went to the building gym today where he happily cycled for 10 mins. I was still in my dress and flats but tried doing some weights. I will need to get back to it but am grateful that I got a chance to do that.

2. A friend called up. It was so nice and soothing to hear from him. Felt a little nourished. I have a feeling that something unsettling will happen towards the end of the month. So I just try to shore up on as much peace as I can.

3. The puranpolis I got from Manek superstore were awesome! I really liked their thepla too but Papa didn't like them. We are fond of their idlis though.

4. Managed to keep a fast.

5. Had water, food, and electricity. 

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