Day 4 of 108
I satisfied my craving of going to Dakshinayan today. Had the large ambassador idli plate. My friend had Pesaruttu. We got some daal vadai on the side. I love Juhu. It gives me the feeling of being close enough but far away. A lot of things are up in the air. Work feels like moving through molasses. I am really feeling as if I am hitting against a wall. But we have a few resources to get through the day. For that am grateful. Now here are the things that I am grateful for: 1. Papa is well. There's a lot to adjust here for him. I can't understand why he doesn't like Bandra the way I do. But it is what it is. He is at least well enough to dislike things. 2. The AC is working okay for now. But will need tending to soon. (I hope we can outlast the month.) 3. Got my father's medicines. 4. Got almost run down by a bike. But saved. 5. Have a home to live in with my father. Given how uncertain life is, this much is precious 6. A friend called today. Felt really really nice....
