Last few days
I had written something earlier. Considering my level of fatigue, maybe it was excessive. Maybe it wasn't. But the world really is burning and maybe some cooled temperance - something that comes to me with great difficulty - is in order. I do not like the 'housewiving' of women, especially upper middle-classt women. What parades as choice is often laziness to fight coditioning, convenience, and ease. But it's okay. One day in a moment of some deep fleeting empathy, I felt that we are all doing the best we can. So that's that. It has been a very, very hard last few days. I am really grateful that I am done with one batch of it now. Now a new phase will begin. Auto trips to and from Bandra and Vashi over 5 days. ER visits. Hospital expenses. Tight tough deadlines. Aching foot. A really heavy period and the Navratri fast is sometimes getting tough. But truly, it is grace that I am still surviving.
